Feeling of being missed

It is very common that you miss someone at some moment in your life.

You might think of the same person through out your life 
but it would too tough to meet the same person.

Some times it is so strange that 
the person whom you miss more than anyone else 
would never know that you are missing him/her.

The feeling of missing someone is too bad that 
it makes you wait for ages 
just to hear a simple "HI" from your loved ones.

Sometimes I wonder if the other person would miss us the same...!!!

Yappy Yappy Birthday Pavani


Day I was born
Mom had a smile of success on her face with joy
though  she underwent loads of pain

Dad had a happy moment looking at me 
though he spent time with tension

Sister was happy that she got good friend to play with
though she had to have a competition from then

I was the center or attraction with love around
though i was new to everyone

Past 23 years with these cute lovers around
never i felt regret for being born in this family


Reading Myself

i don't know the reason why I wanted to make an attempt to read myself
am not sure whether this is an attempt to make myself know what i am today or to grade myself among all others

For a girl being brought up in the fast growing city like Hyderabad, it might be too easy to lead the life by tasting the essence of fun around. Being the younger daughter in the family, may be am pampered by everyone else in the family. Hence it might be tough for me to overcome some hard times. Everyday i lived in the past is with parents and it happens the same in the future too.

I don't know the taste of joy that comes when we go out with friends. because a movie i watched is with family, an outing made is with my family, the variety food i tasted is with family. I remember every moment of sharing a chocolate with my mom. No matter the size of the chocolate.

Will you believe that I didn't get some time to visit/see IMAX, Buddha in the Lake, Necklace Road, Inorbit, Ramoji FilmCity(ofcourse it is last of my choice), and many more on the list. I know you would shock if i say that i saw Charminar, Golconda fort, Birla Mandir, Museum at the age of 18. I think this is not fare for a girl living in hyd since day1 of life.

 Some how i got chance to visit Mout Opera, Zoo, Snow World with my brother and his family, when i felt that am a kid at the age of 20.All the celebrations i had in my life are with a family of love. Every Birthday i celebrated is with a family together making me the special girl for the day.

I never made an attempt to prefer going out with friends may be because of being lazy  or lack of having a good company. Every friend i have is treated as the most important one in my life. but some how they are not with me after the moment that i feel they are important for me.

sometimes i feel that i am a village girl who just came to city with a poor knowledge of how to live and how to make fun around. i know that you would laugh at me being a girl if i say that I hate shopping. LOLZ....But I feel that i am on cloud9 when some one says that am the best girl they have ever seen.  

 When i started to read about me, i thought that there is nothing written then what is there to read? but  am shocked to see that this is the longest post ever i made in my blog...

Thanks for someone who is reading this with patience.

Chinni Meduri

Relation that lasts forever

Some how i tasted the feeling of having a brother

For me he is the only one who:
  • cares for me as i am the little lovely sister
  • loves me as the way i am
  • fights with me just to give me strength
  • plays with me to make fun time around me
  • taps my shoulder to encourage
  • wipes off my tears 
  •  laughs for the sweet little stories/jokes i make
and what not...!!! He is everything for me and I will treat him next to my parents.

*** I still remember the day i asked my MOM that WHY I DIDN'T HAVE A BROTHER LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAD? for which she did not have any answer.
I felt that i missed the sweetest relation. But there is person whom i treat as my real role model who is ideally my brother :)

Happy Raksha Bandhan Annayya
I dedicate this post to you Dear...
Miss you on this special ocassion.


for some reason 
i want to run away 
everything and everyone 
for their wish.

Thanks to my Dream

I have a dream as everyone else had their own
which i made it as my goal for life

I am confident enough that i can see my dream
becoming true someday

There are people who inspired me since my childhood
and encouraging me to reach my destiny

Few laughed at me and my dream
saying that its funny and told me that i am childish

You reading this post are one among those who
inspired me
encouraged me
supported me

i with my pure heart would thank everyone
who made inception on my mind
I thank you for being the reason to make such an awesome dream

(Dream= to be a teacher in someone's life and make them learn how to live life)