In search of Love with Life

(***Wanted to write a post on blog since days but wasn't able to do it because i didn't find any theme to write on like my last written Telugu Love poem. So started thinking about things which i wanted to express to myself, then i started writing the lines below.***)

Its just not that I am Missing friends after college. Life to me was with loving parents, caring sister, adorable friends(Mahesh Mithun Naresh KC Nishu Jaya Gautam Appa Pizza movies Dairy Milk Silk Mr. Bunny Mr.G Mr.Facebook and the most favorite 12+ hours sleep).

I rise my voice to say "Its the Love with life am missing".

I wonder how am i being able to digest the fact that am sustaining without updating my status on Facebook at least once in a day...!!!

Sometimes i question myself where are those people in my friend's List who were fed up with my Facebook updates in the past and now there is not even a ping to me asking for my least updated profile these days.

I felt "Meh" when i missed the updates of a upcoming movie of my favorite actor. How sad that I missed the news that songs were also out in the market.

I feel annoyed for myself to look at my room which is left to its way since months and i astonish how am i still living with my dreams in it.

For those everyone who know me for my endless sleep, here i say you how my weekends are with my sleep. To me a holiday is a tight and sound sleep for 12 to 15 hours with a yummy dish for my tummy full. But i tell you, now my weekend is a two day holiday with insufficient sleep and uncertain food.

In fact the changes in life made me undergo the pain when people say "Its the money flowing in for me and what to worry for when my bank balance is increasing". And then I felt pity for myself for not being able to tell them "What is money in life when you don't have love to life".

It's a big "?" now what i am living for making days unpleasant with the sick feeling that "Life turned UPSIDE DOWN in one single step".

Here comes writer of the Life in the hope of "answer" for making time for myself. Cheers....!!!!!